I also had dreams of my own death, but much like with any nightmare, I can never wake up. It is my curse to see them through until waking. But I did wake up somewhat sick to my stomach because of the death dreaming. One day the knowledge that I will die one day wiill be accepted. but right now if I think about death, my mind outright rejects it and bars the door. I am already morbid enough as it is, my mind does not need any more cause to have existential freak-outs. (Really this week is already wearing on me. I hope it gets better)
I have RP posts to respond to and I will do that in time. I don't know when though since right now my fuzzy mind does not dictate when to get them done. I really should be responding to them all, but I do not want to keep
132 icons.. what the hell am I going to do with them all. >.>
The live version of this song is fucking awesome. Just thought I would tell you all that.
Since it is your birthday,