2005 was defined for myself most generally as what Saru said, The Year of the Kok. It was to be my selfish year where I worry only about myself to the exclusion of anyone else. You do not like what I do. Whatever. You dump me, I'm better off without you. You can be selfish and it is good to be selfish sometimes. The breakup with Kuro however left estrangement from other friends,
I started the year out with
Then around the end of January, I met

First of May I started a new job at Pizza Etc. The Bar and Grill on base. I became a cashier and it was alot of fun, imagine working with all people that you like. Yes I was that lucky.
Then around May I started making plans to fly in to meet the Uzuki Residence in the first of July. Along with plans to meet other people. Preparations came like that.
However the year was not without it's sadness and inner reflection for around the 15th of July I found out that
And I found a home for my heart. It was nice visiting with them and it made me happy. I love them all, and inadvertantly they all became my sisters. (Other aspects of the trip.. are a secret. *teehee* But perhaps just as wonderful.)
That was the summer without Alexi around, and it was fun. We actually became closer while he was gone. And I did realize that I do adore him like crazy, just as a best friend is all.
The Ninth of September Sigurd and Hyuga got married. Our first muses to do so... and then Fei and Citan tentatively started making their own plans.
We spent Halloween in Mountain Home this year, and it was the first year that I actually got to pass out Candy. It was one of those expiriences that was simple, and yet it brought me alot of sparkle to pass out candy to kids and ask what they were. I'd definitely like to do it again next year. *hee's*
Christmas has been better then last year, but it was a time of reflection over what happened last year. Over the course of the year, I made new friends, reconciled with old ones (
And ending the year, on December 31st, Fei and Citan tied the note. All that is left is Jin and Chaos. But they have their plans, however tentative it is. >.>
Goodbye 2005. You will be missed. It truly -was- the Year of the Kok. *heh's*