I know her mother does blame me, and from someone who loved Kuro so much as I know she did, I do not fault her the ability to blame me. If blaming me will help her to heal, then so be it. We all need our chances to heal and to recover, to lick our wounds.
Life goes on, but it does not go fast enough that we cannot pause and think of those who've gone before us.
Now I suitably have a headache, so I might chill in the bathtub and read or something to get my mind off of what happened.