I am not perfect, I have never proclaimed to be perfect.
I am doing what is necessary to think about me right now.... I do realize that I cannot love anyone until I learn to love myself. I realize that.. and I am going to work on it. For the future. But I do not need to be cast down into the mire of bad feelings that I felt a week ago. She is getting on with her life, and I will get on with mine.
If you are truly concerned for me, you will pray to the goddess and send my name up to her and then move on. Since you have no direct route to my life anymore, that is really all you can do. This is the absolute last I shall post on the matter from my end. Thank you.