I realized that I had to tell my story truthfully to Talyn. Michelle and I did some detective work tonight and we pieced alot of things together.. and then I realized I was doing a disservice in withholding my story from Talyn. I needed to tell her.
One thing is that throughout this situation I finally have Michelle as a true friend... and not as some sort of friend-wish-i-could-be-more type deal. No... this is just what makes me happy. And I am finally ready to walk on... it actually freed some of my muses from illusions that they had been holding on too. And perhaps myself.
That is all that needs to be said for people who are out of the loop. Just leave it at that.
I think that I can say with confidence that I feel a whole lot better about alot of things.