xandria on the phone and she gave me a great deal of clarity, information, things to think about, points to ponder, what have you will. much befitting that of someone that I look up to. A few times I almost lapsed into tears. I am just glad that I could talk to her, it was wonderful.. and it made me realize that I am a virgo.. and while I have the support of my friends.. it is important that I pull myself out of the mire by myself.. that I do what is right for me.. and I never cave to my personal integrity.And I feel that the phone call.. it was something that I will remember the most to end this year.. and it will guide me into the next year.
I have also decided.. that I am probably going to revert back to Non-Friend's only. For me to be Friend's Only, it is myself trying to hide. It is a wall. And I told everyone that I do not want walls.. I do not want barriers. I want to be me. I want to learn.. and I want to expirience. So I am taking down the friend's only.
If I have something truly personal to say, I will say it here, or I will take it over to my journal
winged_shards which everyone is welcome to friend. I will let you in if you knock. There.. I'm done.
