I don't know what to do right now.. it's like, I feel like I've been slammed in an opposite direction from yesterday... and so I'm inclined to feel a bit sick to my stomach. I read my love's post.. and then I went back and read her journal and now, well I don't know.. I just don't know.. perhaps I should just go and throw up.. and then I'll feel better, because the emotion is choking me.. What is okay to feel? What is okay to do? What will happen tomorrow? I just feel so lost right now.
This is not about me though, this is about Talyn. And once again I am willing to do whatever is right.
That's all that I really have the coherancy to say at this point.