April 27th, 2011

Zoicite☆For all I carry are murdered

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You know what is rather comforting? To know that I'm alot better off then I was five.. or six years ago? I think this because my mind was drawn to way back (mainly because myself and shuufish are working on an ooooold RP) and I was thinking about the bag of hate filled pus that I went out with before Shuu. Yeah hate-filled, with an extra hate-y center.

Granted, I wasn't perfect six years ago. Far from it. Am I perfect now? ABSOLUTELY NOT. But at least once I was freed from the dreadful maws of the Kurowocky (ahahaha, I just made that up myself) I felt a great deal better about myself. And I like myself pretty much right now. When I met Evil!Incarnate(tm), I was pretty much directionless and needed something to cling to. It was totally my fault for depending on her and for letting her manipulate my weakness. You know what they say about 'fool me once, shame on you.. fool me twice, shame on me'.

I've been mass throwing away various music that I have no need for. I've this lingering disenchantment with -most- japanese music. Perhaps it was because I just don't listen to it, or maybe I just want stuff I can sing along to. There are certain japanese music that it would take an act of god or the army of the armgeddeon for me to get rid of.

1.) "Beast of Blood" by Malice Mizer (I can't help it, this reminds me of my old cat, Shaoran.)
2.) "Boku no Ucchu ni Kimi ga Iru" by Koyasu Takehito (from Fushigi Yuugi) That was my first exposure to Japanese music and I love Koyasu's voice in it. Still gives me warm fuzzies.
3.) "Gekkabijin" by Inoue Kazuhiko for approximately the same reason as the above. mmmmmm Tomamasa.
4.) "Haruka, kimi no moto e" from Harukanaru Toki no Naka De the anime. (what? throw away the only japanese song I can sing along to?)
5.) "Never Let Go" by Kato Miriya. (I love this song.. attached to no series or voice actors but a pretty awesome song(
6.) "Que Sera Sera" by Anamu & Maki (This is probably in the top ten of my favorite Japanese songs.. thanks to uzukisaru)
7.) "Glamorous" by Buck-Tick.
8.) "Undine" by Makino Yui (Aria theme song. Reminds me of a sunrise and of hope.. I love this song)
9.) "Getsumei Fuuhei" by Mika Arikasa (theme song to The Twelve Kingdoms. ♥)
10.) Anything from the Final Fantasy Pray and the Final Fantasy Love Will Grow soundtracks. SHEER BRILLIANCE!

Okay, done with that little list. Now on to unzip the new Andy Bell (of Erasure fame) album that I got!