March 19th, 2010

Zoicite☆For all I carry are murdered

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As much as that talk did good. I still realize that Todd doesn't understand me. But that's fine because honestly, Todd isn't the one who needs to understand me.. it's Jennie who does. I have alot of hopes for the future and of course quite a bit of nervousness but I guess I'll just take it as it comes. I guess it's just that I think I've forgotten how to do so much, so I think my rustiness is going to show in a lot of matters. I wish I could reveal what I'm thinking but really I don't want to.. I just hope that I won't honest to god embarass myself in the future. (That would be something, wouldn't it. ahahahahahahaha)

Yes, even the seemingly ever-confident Jyuu does have whispers of self-doubt sometimes.

The whole Todd comparing me to him though, WAS NOT APPRECIATED! (I am so different from me, as different as night and day.. honestly I never want Jennie to liken me to Todd in even a little way, and if she does.. I might as well go wash my face.. With. a. gun a'la Umineko)