April 26th, 2007

Zoicite☆For all I carry are murdered

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Now I know -why- you don't read the next volume of Saiyuki Reload RIGHT before you go to bed.

My dreams were so totally messed up, I mean I can't begin to fathom them, they were bloody and the one instance of sex that occured was so bloody and dark and overwhelmed with tragedy that it wasn't even hot. In the end everyone died, Gojyo, Hakkai.. it was like a bloody Quentin Tarentino movie and it boogles me. Well except for Gojyo and Hakkai's child which Hakkai managed to slip to someone heading out of the bloodbath. But yes, even their cat died.. damn it, images from that dream are still haunting me by flashing right into my mind's eye. But there was someone who had wanted Hakkai that had orchestrated everything, even Gojyo's death (but Gojyo did kill a few people before then).. and then once Hakkai found out who had been responsible, that is when ALOT of the blood bath occured.

Man, fucked up dreams.

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On a second note, Saiyuki Reload was rather awesome. (I forget what volume I'm on, but it's the current one). Of course it's funny, but I'm at the point where I am quite certain that Gojyo and Hakkai are canon, of course I'm convinced of that anyway with the fact that Minekura has declared her favorite pairing to be Gojyo/Hakkai.. but how Gojyo was conducting himself over Hakkai's supposed dead body (definitely what inspired alot of those dreams), I refuse to believe those are the actions of someone who isn't in love with Hakkai... not to mention that when Hakkai went Youkai, all it seemed Gojyo could do was sit on the sidelines and call out Hakkai's name like Miaka did for Tamahome in Fushigi Yuugi. There is alot of things that they are not admitting to each other still, but I can see that when faced with the prospect of losing Hakkai, Gojyo is borderline nuts. (he wasn't even that with Sanzo or Goku) and then when Hakkai wakes up he's like "What's wrong with your face" and you can't see Gojyo's eyes but you see him say, "Just.. fucking.. shut up." (like he'd been crying or something)

I will agree that Hakkai and Gojyo are not gay by nature (seriously couldn't see them with any other men.. but with plenty of women), but are they gay for each other? Absolutely.
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