May 29th, 2006

Zoicite☆For all I carry are murdered

~Knock knock knocking on Heaven's door~

So usually thursday comes after a good 4 to 5 day pre-show. It is very very very rare that I get it earlier then I expect it. From the moment that I have a sudden desire for chocolate, I have approximately 4 to 5 days to prepare myself.

NOT SO FOR NOW! Oh of course not. Now I know exactly why my emotions went out of whack. It was because the pre-show only lasted 12 hours! All the emotions that sort of seep out slowly over the course of five days just decided to come out all at once. So there was a deluge, and hence why I felt like yesterday I was drowning. Hence why I was pretty much a mess last night.

So now I am left with the feeling of meh and I am feeling a bit sick. UCK! But well at least my emotions are perfectly moderated and under control.

Also watched Episode 80 and 81 of Bleach. I would just like to say that SoiFong was so cute that it gave me the idea to create a character on DAOC for her. I also created Hyugalis who is the female version of Hyuga. (Decided not to use the name Heyven for obvious reasons..) and she's an elf.

Anyone want my uterus? I'll give it up for free. >.>
  • Current Music
    Aurora - The Day it Rained Forever
Zoicite☆For all I carry are murdered

~Seven Days of Hyu~

Day 3...

Shining by Kristian Leontiou

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"I will not be beaten
You have yet to see me shining, shining
I won't take this laying down"


Everyone needs a theme song where you rise above the rest. This is my theme song... this is the song that I would sing to the people who had ever doubted me in this life. This is one of two songs, but this is the one directed to anyone outward.. the other song will be coming up, but that is more directed toward myself. Both are mantras, but there difference lies in their context. Most of the songs that really touch me are very mellow, very lyrical. They usually have something to do with personal survival becasue in my life, I think that is the most integral part of me, the ability to survive. Really with all that has happened to me in my life, if I had been weaker, I would probably of been lying in a grave somewhere. But because of personal integrity and an urge to 'prove' myself, I have had to do exactly what I must to survive. Survival. It is a beautiful word, isn't it?


Day 1 - Life is a Distance by Beborn Beton
Day 2 - Wednesday by Tori Amos
  • Current Music
    Loreena McKennit - The Lady of Shalott
Zoicite☆For all I carry are murdered

~Bleach Ukitake/Shunsui Ficbit~

Title: "If I promised you an ocean..."
Fandom: Bleach
Pairing: Shunsui/Ukitake
Comment: It is a wonder what you will learn from the muses. I just was told today that my Ukitake muse did not like the ocean. This wasn't the first time that he had hinted to me of such things but this time he stated it outright, without any qualms and he even expounded upon it a little bit. And hence this little fic-bit was written by him.. I take no credit for what the muse writes. I also did not beta it, so that in keeping, please don't flay me for it. I am merely lazy. *heh's* The song inspiration for this is "Oceans" by The Tea Party even though the lyric content and the fic content are very different.

If I promised an ocean, would you care for the notion of staying here and resting your weary head

*the above link leads to my fic journal

**crossposted to other places
  • Current Music
    Sting & The Police - Can't Stand Losing You