March 15th, 2006

Zoicite☆For all I carry are murdered

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Wow, I am tired. I think I really should of gotten to sleep earlier last night but I stayed up talking way too much about TezuFuji with new friend, mienai_hoshi. Tons of fun. And to think I added her on a whim because she looked interesting from her userinfo. I added her and then we promptly spammed each other back and forth. I like spam. >.> The key phrase is that I had fun last night. It was definitely a night for comments, at least from me.

I also had dreams of my own death, but much like with any nightmare, I can never wake up. It is my curse to see them through until waking. But I did wake up somewhat sick to my stomach because of the death dreaming. One day the knowledge that I will die one day wiill be accepted. but right now if I think about death, my mind outright rejects it and bars the door. I am already morbid enough as it is, my mind does not need any more cause to have existential freak-outs. (Really this week is already wearing on me. I hope it gets better)

I have RP posts to respond to and I will do that in time. I don't know when though since right now my fuzzy mind does not dictate when to get them done. I really should be responding to them all, but I do not want to keep shuufish tied to the computer when she has a family that she has to spend time with. But I hope she realizes that I am always thinking about her and that she is in my thoughts constantly. I wish I could say something more romantic, but I am as romantic as Ukitake muse I think.. or perhaps even Citan because Citan and Ukitake's romance levels are somewhat the same.

132 icons.. what the hell am I going to do with them all. >.>

The live version of this song is fucking awesome. Just thought I would tell you all that.

Since it is your birthday, flowed, pick a number between 1 and 3282 and I will upload it for you!
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    Level 42 - Something About You (Live)
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Zoicite☆For all I carry are murdered

~There's a little black spot on the sun today.. it's the same old thing as yesterday~

So let's see. What did Stephanie to today?

1.) Invasion of Personal Space. She reached over and picked a hair off of my shirt. I strongly believe in the six inch rule. Hell make that a foot. But well she did that, and I felt it and my eyes narrowed. Jean saw it and was like, "Uh-oh" and then I turned around and said quite emphatically. "What the hell was that?" and Stephanie said in her weak little voice, "There was a hair on your shoulder" and I said, "Don't do that, next time tell me that I have a hair on my shirt". And then Jean explained to Stephanie that I had a comfort zone like a guy and then further went on to tell her that I radiated that aura of friendly distance.

2.) Manhandling my Drink Cup. When we were coming home, I had to place my drink cup in the carrier on her side. It's sufficient to keep a cup in it steady. Immediately she puts her hand over the lid. I look over at her and ask her why her hand was on my cup. She responds that she didn't want it to fall. I told her that the drink carrier was made to naturally prevent that.

3.) THE COUP DE'GRACE: TMI. First words out of her mouth when I picked her up and we were heading down the street, "I am going to be so tired today.. my husband and I had a quickie just before we came downstairs.". Exit stomach, stage right. I wanted to throw up, certainly could not look at her. I hope she washed her hands before she came downstairs, however I did tell her to wash her hands once we got into work, just because I'm a cold bastard like that.

What is so wrong with what I ask? All I ask is that someone keep their hands off of me, I ask that my possessions remain unmolested, (especially since her palm was touching my straw) and I ask that you do not tell me anything that I do not wish to know. Ugh.

Luckily it was not crowded at work today.
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    Sting - King of Pain
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Zoicite☆For all I carry are murdered

~Daily Download: Orgy~

Title: Eva by Orgy (YouSendIt)
Genre: 90s Glam Metal. (only thing I can think of. Glitter Makeup = Glam to me)
Requestee: foreve3330 with the number 1. (Happy birthday!)

Comments: This is really kind of a sad song for me. Why, you ask? Because I associate it with my grandmother. It is one of the songs I associate with my regret. Oh I have alot of regrets because of her. Regrets because I never got to hold her or see her one last time before she died. If there is someone that I loved with my entire being, it was my grandmother. Sure we clashed on some things, but in a way we both enhanced each other. She was the emotional one, I was the logical one. I regret the fact that I never got to say goodbye, forever. So whenever I hear this song, I get emotional... along with when I hear the song "Once You Meet Her" from Final Fantasy Pray. Secretly I am a sentimental sap, I just hide it really well. >.> Definitely a good song, and no I am NOT EMO.

Notable (Favorite) Lyrics: | "And I swear sometimes you're watching over me. Still I'd give the world for the chance just to see your face again." |

Remember if you download, then by all means comment to tell me you nabbed it, and if by any chance it says that the link expired or is broken, then prod me in comments so that I can re-upload it. *hint: I also like to hear reactions to the songs that you download*

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Note: I will only re-up those which are on the most current version of the daily download. Once the link disappears, no more re-upping it until the next time it is chosen in a daily download. So be sure to grab all links while they are hot. ^_^

Zoicite☆For all I carry are murdered

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1.) I am pinging. I have iced expresso mocha. PING

2.) Thank you smam for all the Kakairu pictures. Iconage shall be emminent. >.>

3.) There is a new guy at Moxie Java. (or maybe he isn't new.. I don't know). All I know is that he is gay. That might be why I left him a dollar tip. (*shifty*)

4.) Hakkai is prodding me to write up a post.. but I am not even sure if it would be accepted right now. So I'll just sit on it.

5.) In a better mood. This week has been HORRID. Next week may be better, but I don't know.

6.) Soylent Icons has been updated HERE. Check it out if you want. I am a whore for approval.