You scored as Emerald. Positive yet caring, sensitive and simply divine, emerald-types have the qualities of a perfect friend. They value loyalty and inner contentment, and have time to stand by and listen when someone has a hardship to face. They also seem to have a good memory aswell, as it is something the gems themselves promote.
I finally have a picture of myself that I like.. forgive the wet hair.. -_- So it's not as.. thick as it normally is.. I just got out of the bath.. -_-; And I was stuck doing a Psuedo-Intellectual pose.. -_- Notice the fondling of the glasses rims. *snickers* Okay, I'm not a cam-whore but I do like pictures if they are well taken.. sadly I take the worse pictures. X_x. In fact I LOATHE them.
I hit a very brief yet very potent depressional slump. I feel like crying. On top of it all Alexi is making demands on me tonight that I do not really want to deal with. Someone lure out something happy in me.. quick before this consumes me. -_-
I realized that I had to tell my story truthfully to Talyn. Michelle and I did some detective work tonight and we pieced alot of things together.. and then I realized I was doing a disservice in withholding my story from Talyn. I needed to tell her.
One thing is that throughout this situation I finally have Michelle as a true friend... and not as some sort of friend-wish-i-could-be-more type deal. No... this is just what makes me happy. And I am finally ready to walk on... it actually freed some of my muses from illusions that they had been holding on too. And perhaps myself.
That is all that needs to be said for people who are out of the loop. Just leave it at that.
I think that I can say with confidence that I feel a whole lot better about alot of things.