December 19th, 2004

Zoicite☆For all I carry are murdered

~Not usually up this early~

However I needed the car for work this morning and afternoon.  And so I drove Alexi to the base, drove back the car and caught mcdonald's for a breakfast sandwhich.  I was awake once we got to the base so I'll probablly go take a bath and then slump around online til when I have to go to work.  The Polar Express is playing.  Yesterday was not -too- bad.  Yes, there were alot of children there, but everything was bearable.  I do not mind the children, it is just the parents of the childrens that are most of the problem.  (Because parents let their little tykes get away with so much shit out in public places)

I had the evening off in which I spent it relaxing, getting some things done.  I have to spend when I get home from work tonight working on my Secret Santa fic.  Which will be easy.  Ah I love that pairing.  Hopefully I'll get it down pat.    I am not writing a lemon this time.  No, this is going to be something that I don't normally write.  Sort of sappy and fluffy.  (The world ends.. now.)

On the way to Alexi's work this morning, I had thoughts about death and the whatnot after I heard on NPR that some famous Italian Opera Singer.  I hate it, because then I think about when I'm going to die and then I get a bit depressed even though I concievably know that I am still young yet and have no right to feel these things.

I think I was born with the knowledge that I am going to die.  I knew I was going to die when I was a child.. the type of knowing that not every child posseses.  And that knowledge continued on with me throughout my life.

/--- serious ---

Sorry for that, I tend to sometimes get a bit introspective.

On a lighter note, I have a good feeling that many of the people at Squenix are going to get along.  It made me inordinately happy.  There were some people at the chat, but then some people that weren't.  And the people that were interacted beautifully.

The highlight of the evening.  ED!  Oh gods, Ed!  *snickers*  Ed was being called short by EVERYONE at Squenix.  Ed is definitely going to be a golden character at Squenix.  (Jin kept calling him O'Chibi... X_x ).  So yes, to everyone on my friend's list that attended the chat.  Thank you! ^_^d  You guys made me happy with your enthusiasm.

I am going to go upload the music for Saturday's download.  In fact I am going to upload two songs because I stalled a day... -_-

Now on to do that.
  • Current Music
    Siam Shade - Grayish Wing
Zoicite☆For all I carry are murdered

~Simply being loved...~

Daily Download(s)

Title: Addicted to You by Utada Hikaru
Genre: J R&B
Comments:  This song is wonderful.. it is sort of slow, so that you can sort of twist and slow dance to it.  Or just sway your head really slowly.  It definitely makes me want to dance.    I really have nothing to say too much about this song except that the english words interspersed within the song is always really addictive.  ^_^

Title: Liberty by Duran Duran
Genre: Rock
Comments:  This song is poignant, it's a love song.. but it isn't.  Sometimes with Duran Duran you cannot be quite sure of it.  I love this song, because it reflects my mood sometimes.  The doubt that sometimes I constantly live in regardless of what other people say.  Once again thank you Duran Duran for being wonderful about expressing so many difficult emotions in your songs. 

Remember if you download, then by all means comment to tell me you nabbed it, and if by any chance it says that the link expired or is broken, then prod me in comments so that I can re-upload it.
  • Current Music
    Duran Duran - Liberty