April 6th, 2004

Zoicite☆For all I carry are murdered

~My stone tears are falling down on me..~

I get online and what is the first thing that happens.

The FFX-2 crossover.

Nooj and Baralai, Sigurd and Hyuga at the Hot springs at Mt. Gagazet.

Unremorseless smut.

Yes, it's all good now.

Citan is happy that he is not locked up in my mind anymore.. he was getting cramped in there.
  • Current Music
    Lacuna Coil - Circle
Zoicite☆For all I carry are murdered

~The days are bright and filled me with pain~

"Enclose me in your gentle rain..."

I love Duran Duran's version of "Crystal Ship", originally done by the Doors. Really Simon Le Bon can sound -exactly- like the lead singer of the Doors. It is great. (I cannot for the life of me think of what the guy's name is.. so any help would be great.

"You'd rather cry,
I'd rather fly.."

I have so much to catch up with, though I did finish Xenosaga for all of those that are interested. I got to see Jin. Oh dear gods almighty, I am so lusting after Episode II now. Especially where Jin.. Oh wait, SPOILER! (though really it isn't major). I am such a tease.

My theory of course is that Chaos is a preclude to Zohar and KOS-MOS is a preclude to Deus. It makes it a bit more evident when you saw that scene in the end. Of course that is just my personal theory but I think that it would be safe to assume that they are twined in inexplicable ways.

Many times I have pondered throwing away my Citan-esque Layout.

Of course that is when I tell Citan to get the hell out of my free will part of my mind and leave me alone. I love my Citan everything. *glomps it* He is teh hawt.

Citan: *sighs* We have gone over this a million times. It is called a spell-check and it is not that difficult to manipulate.

Whose running this show, Citan.

Citan: .....

Thought so.

*snerks* Muses are so fun!

Now to find the food-age.

What should I have for lunch?
  • Current Music
    Inuyasha - Change the World
Zoicite☆For all I carry are murdered

~Falling down upon the earth.. falling down~

Mmmmm incriminating pictures of Jin and Chaos.. or rather them in deep conversation.

*smacks my mind*

Bad bad bad bad bad bad...

I will not imagine them doing things.. I will not imagine this.

Please someone help me...

Citan: She is not -really- asking for help. Do not be so easily fooled.
  • Current Music
    Xenogears CREID - Two Wings
Zoicite☆For all I carry are murdered

~Song Recs~

"So in Love" by Orchestral Manuevers in the Dark (That is a beautiful name for a band.. very poetic.) At times they sound like Depeche Mode without actually -being- Depeche Mode. They are definitely a bit more upbeat then Depeche.

"See You Again" by John Taylor. John Taylor left Duran Duran for a while to combat his drug addiction and he came out with some kickass solo stuff in the process. I did send Kuro one of his song, "Look Homeward Angel" and she liked it. It is a very angsty bitter song about a breakup. I like songs about breakups.. I also like songs about death, that ought to tell you something.

"See You Someday" by Lillian Axe. Very tragic. I love it though, thanks to kurohyou for getting me hooked on all of their awesome power ballads. Power Ballads are also very fun. ^_^

"Poison" by Beborn Beton. You know I see a theme. All of these are really.. angsty and angry songs.. and they are coming up on random. This song is very political so if you do not like political then I suggest you don't download it.

"I'll Be That Girl" by Barenaked Ladies. This group always has beautiful imagery. It is a very folksy rock but the imagery makes up for it at times. This one.. well this song is kinda sad but in a silly way. Silly sad like Ronald McDonald.

"Right Now" by SR-71. The song that I dedicated to Mel on more then one occasion. I keep that song on my playlist to remind myself not to give myself so totally to a woman that when the break occurs, I do not end up broken. Double whammy was that summer my -grandmother- died as well. Traumatic. Much! Any potential girlfriends.. don't fuck me over right after my grandmother died. Oh wait I don't -have- my grandmother's alive anymore.. well let me rephrase that.. do not fuck me over right after -anyone- that I care about dies. Yes keep that to heart. *pat pat*

I think we have time for one more song..

"Black Celebration" By Depeche Mode. To complete the perfect little conglomeration of really tragic/sad/depressing/angry songs. This song is good because I can just see this playing before a tragedy or something of the same ilk. It would definitely be a Nooj song. Must send that to Kuro as well.
  • Current Music
    Depeche Mode - Black Celebration
Zoicite☆For all I carry are murdered


Oh dear...

Nooj and Citan are smutting right now.. Seymour has kidnapped Baralai and Jin is beating Sigurd at a game of strip poker. All because we want to cause angst with our muses. *heh's*
  • Current Music
    Savage Garden - The Lover After Me
Zoicite☆For all I carry are murdered

~My heart is beating to the river of love~

Dear Krelian Muse,

You did -not- just spoon-feed ID pudding, did you. And what is up with this lovely dovey behavior Mr. Hard-ass scientist. I do not want to -ever- hear you call ID snookums again, you HEAR ME!


Love, Nia
  • Current Music
    Evanescence - Going Under