January 21st, 2004

Zoicite☆For all I carry are murdered

~I refuse to think you're so far away~

And I wrote the Baralai songfic last night.. *grins* This is of course for Kuro who has been pestering me to write it. *bows* Thank you very much.. hopefully she likes it.. I think it turned out rather well. Now warning. The link below contains SPOILERS so please don't click on it unless you want to be ruined.

It also features yaoi so the same warning applies, do not click on the link unless you are okay with the concept of homosexuality. Nothing graphic though..

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~I can't hear you~

Guilt..

Deep incredible guilt.

Do I deserve what is offered?

Not really....

End of story.

Nia is having a Citan moment courtesy of.. *drumroll* nothing she cares to mention in her LJ.
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~Pretty pictures~

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Zoicite☆For all I carry are murdered

~Random musings~

..Or proof that Nia is -way- too easily distracted.

I was pondering over the combined names that people create to define pairings. For example Gippalai (Gippal x Baralai)

Well let's take Citan and Sigurd. And I have decided that Citan and Sigurd -are- flightmates.

Sitan or Cigurd. That would be the combined names. *snickers* All depends on who is the dominate in the pairing. *snickers*
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Zoicite☆For all I carry are murdered

~Song for Mel~

"Under the ruins of a walled city
Crumbling towers in beams of yellow light
No flags of truce, no cries of pity
the siege guns had been pounding through the night

It took a day to build the city
We walked through its streets in the afternoon
As I returned across the fields I'd known
I recognized the walls that I once made
Had to stop in my tracks for fear
Of walking on the mines I'd laid

And if I built this fortress around your heart
Encircled you in trenches and barbed wire
Then let me build a bridge, for I cannot fill the chasm
And let me set the battlements on fire

Then I went off to fight some battle
That I'd invented inside my head
Away so long for years and years
You probably thought or even wished that I was dead

While the armies are all sleeping
Beneath that tattered flag we'd made
I had to stop in my tracks for fear
Of walking on the mines I'd laid

And if I built this fortress around your heart
Encircled you in trenches and barbed wire
Then let me build a bridge, for I cannot fill the chasm
And let me set the battlements on fire

The prison has now become your home
a sentence you seem prepared to pay
It took a day to build the city
We walked through its streets in the afternoon
As I returned across the lands I'd known
I recognized the fields where I once played
I had to stop in my tracks for fear
Of walking on the mines I'd laid

And if I built this fortress around your heart
Encircled you in trenches and barbed wire
Then let me build a bridge, for I cannot fill the chasm
And let me set the battlements on fire"


theredangel knows what I am talking about when I put up these lyrics. -_-

Ah, just a brief moment of yesterday.. and thinking. Thinking of a time in my life that had been so vital and important. In love I tend to get very prince-like, I tend to want to fight the other person's battles for them.. I tend to want to be their -everything-.. But I digress.. enjoy the lyrics everyone.

Wow, June Mermaid just came on.. another fitting song for my train of thought.

June Mermaid is such a beautiful and melancholy song. So very sad.. it almost makes me want to cry.
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I wish I had the strengh to change my overall layout.. but you know, come to think of it.. I am -very- happy with it still and I think I shall remain being happy with it.

Though if I would change it, I would do a "Geisha of Broken Hearts" theme. I am suddenly finding I like that song a great deal more now for some strange reason.

But I won't... because I am much more attached to the I am Reborn to Love Only You theme..

Ah, I know, I am posting alot. One of the many perks of having a paid account. ^_^ I can post up the wazoo. I'm secretly trying to top tarnishedestiny's quota. *snickers* She posts alot.. not that I mind though!
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~After the Rain has Fallen...~

I am curious and so I shall pose this question to all those on my friend's list.

What are -three- musical groups or artists that you feel -define- you. We all have favorite groups and they are our favorite groups for a -reason-. So just sound off about your three favorite musical groups or artists, either post it in your journal for me to read or post it in a comment to this entry.

I'll start with me. ^_^

Duran Duran: Well first of all the soundtrack that is coming out for Queer Eye for the Straight Guy, well Duran Duran actually has a -new- song on that soundtrack called "Sunrise" I listened to it on the site and I tell you I had an audiogasm. Duran Duran has done with their career what I have essentially done with my life to this date. Very mutable... very ecclectic. They started out with lyrics that were poppy yet simplistic and then their last album (Pop Trash ) was impressive because it melded alot of science fiction sounds. *eyes my playlist* I have 82 Duran Duran songs on it.. that's alot.. if you think about it.

Sting I am of the opinion that all of Life's little mysteries and questions can be answered in the album, Brand New Day but that is just because I can relate to it all. Sting, he just manages to take all these ethnic influences and meld them. Music that is melancholy, music that is beautiful.. music that is all about life. His music makes me -like- people more. (if that sounds strange)

And thirdly,

E-Type: And of course the start on this craze is all thanks to lostangelssong who is instrumental in my music taste opening up.. here and Silver Winged. I don't know, I just like the beat and the techno rapping, it just intriques me.. not to mention the lyrics are rather driving for it being dancey. It never ceases to make me try to get dance, I could groove to this type of music.. constantly.
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