Reading through some of Mel's old letters while I pack.. and I've come to two very startling conclusions.
Two people that I esteem greatly.. it is like they are a combination of Mel.. all of the good things and none of the bad. And that is why I am attracted to them so much. I know part of me longs for Mel back, but that can never happen right? No of course not, for several reasons. But at any rate. I was reading the whole thing with Geneva Diamante and Trevor Anadasi. It made me sniffly.
Oh well. I'll strike dramatic now and say that I'm just not -meant- to have a lasting soul-bonding relationship.
I guess my heart is too broken, too mixed up, to glass-shardy for that.
