November 26th, 2003

Zoicite☆For all I carry are murdered

~teardrops~

Finished the Xenogears epic.

106 logs

At -least- 500 hours invested into it.

And Krelian's soul discovered salvation through anal sex.

I am very proud of myself.

Krelian, Ian, Julian, Mathias, Hyuga and Thaddeus are crying now.

They don't want it to be over.

Now to edit the logs of OOC and post it for everyone's reading benefit on journal. (split up of course)
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Zoicite☆For all I carry are murdered

~I've got it~

Reading through some of Mel's old letters while I pack.. and I've come to two very startling conclusions.

Two people that I esteem greatly.. it is like they are a combination of Mel.. all of the good things and none of the bad. And that is why I am attracted to them so much. I know part of me longs for Mel back, but that can never happen right? No of course not, for several reasons. But at any rate. I was reading the whole thing with Geneva Diamante and Trevor Anadasi. It made me sniffly.

Oh well. I'll strike dramatic now and say that I'm just not -meant- to have a lasting soul-bonding relationship.

I guess my heart is too broken, too mixed up, to glass-shardy for that.
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