June 1st, 2002

Zoicite☆For all I carry are murdered

~The dawn after the dark night of the soul~

"Eyes were glancing,
Hopes set high.
Just another day went by.
Tears are falling like never before.
And still she's staring at the door"

"Broken promise but you understand,
My heart is in your little hand.
I hear you call my name..."

"And always you'll be,
Life and soul part of me..
The second element (I am longing for you)
And long as you see,
That you reflect on me..
My Second Element.. (Are you missing me too?)"

"Time keeps moving,
But she's in so deep..
And she cries herself to sleep.
Angels dancing in the night...
And she cuddles up real tight.
Children laughter, sunny days.
Never more I go away"

"Just like an endless dream.."

"And always you'll be,
Life and soul part of me..
The Second Element (I am longing for you)
As long as you see,
That you reflect on me..
My Second Element (Are you missing me too?)"

In Memory of Betty Jane Warren
March 9th 1924 - May 31 2000
  • Current Music
    Sarah Brightman - The Second Element
Zoicite☆For all I carry are murdered

~Yes I am addicted~

To romance novels... I consume at least one a day.. it is not like I need it because I really don't like all that much sex in my romance novels... (If I wanted sex, I would rent a pr0n or go to Literotica.com) What I like is the courtship, the word play, the heros going all out to claim the woman that the desire/want/love/etc

Currently Reading: "La Comtesse" by Joan Smith.

I have TONS of romance novels that I have to read... *hurms* A whole stack.. But I am going to be going to the gym alot.. just to tone myself up. Reading puts me in the mood so that I don't even notice that I am exercising

I also bought Harry Potter but I cannot watch it, I promised my husband.. but damn it I want to watch it.. *whimpers* I wanna see Snape... SNAPE! I am going to ask him what my punishment will be if I watch it... hopefully nothing too bad.. because if it means going without sex for a week or two.. then HELL NO! I am sorry but while I like my toys, I find my husband alot more stimulating..

But if it involves a good spanking.. *heh's* then I think I might be inclined to -break- the rules.

Damn Buffer.. on Japanaradio of course. I am really starting to like Ayumi Hamasaki.. she just kinda grows on one. Granted *gears this at Ilvento* I still ADORE Luna Sea.. *ahee's*

"Radio that doesn't suck" *lol*

Ashura in FF4 scares me. *sniffles* Any person with three faces really do scare me.. 3 heads and four hands.. *shivers*
  • Current Music
    Megumi Hayashibara - Exit -> Running (Remix)
Zoicite☆For all I carry are murdered

~Pondering and Pondering~

Once again I am thinking about leaving Avalon..

For the pure reason that there are people in there that I -don't- like.. who I find pretentious and annoying and rather then go in there and see their faces, I would just rather stay off Avalon and do other stuff.. or skip into Roland's on ER.

So I just need a break.. either that or I should start writing the Sylvia Chronicles.. I don't need to RP in order to write them.. and I have enough information to start writing Schala's story and her eventually advent to the Valley.

Which also reminds me.. For continuation sake.. Avalon -will- be referred to as the Valley.. because the Valley was what I knew first and maybe Avalon will be the real name.. (Because it cannot be the Valley of the Lunar Rainbow) but everyone will call it the Valley.. how ist hat for compromise. (To the creators of Avalon.. I am sorry, however the Valley was where my characters started out and I don't want to switch names in the middle of the story.. Understandable, right?)

Hopefully I will get myself motivated. *ahee's*
  • Current Music
    *Just listening to Japanaradio*