May 21st, 2002

Zoicite☆For all I carry are murdered

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I am volunteering at the Blood Drive. I am going to escort people from the blood bed to the refreshment area. So much fun, they picked em to do it because I am so gosh darn nice! *snickers*
  • Current Music
    Queen - Good Old-Fashioned Lover Boy
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~Like praying, I love you~

I am so totally sapping up to this fushigi yuugi song, and while I don't like Miaka.. I like all Miaka's songs.. and this is just one of them.. Araki Kae is actually pretty good at singing.. *sniffles*

"I believe in dreams come true..."

Because I do believe in dreams come true.. didn't my fondest dream come true? I found a man that I could love.. and who could love me back.. *sighs*

For all who search.. let me tell you, it truly happens when you are not looking...
  • Current Music
    Fushigi Yuugi - (Miaka) Inoru Yo ni aishiteru
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"And no one knows it,
Where she came from..
Where she's going..
And once you meet her..
You'll find that something inside is changing

She's like a rainbow,
When she comes up,
All are lit up..
And when she whispers,
You will hear this: "Don't chase after rainbows"

High on a hill, there's a green meadow all around.
It's breezin'
She's smilin,
She'll let them sing angel songs...

She's like a fairy
When she's trembling,
When she's dancing.
Just see her rambling...
How it's nice to follow her to the end.

You want some meaning of the life,
And go to see her.
Don't ask her too much..
Oh yes, she'll be out of your sight
Right over.

High on a hill, there's a green meadow all around.
It's breezin'
She's smiling'
She'll let them sing angel songs.

Everyone is sad and blue when she is far away.
Don't you know it's time to pray she'll be coming soon?
And you think you hear her voice ringing from above.

And no one knows it
Where she came from, where she's going to.
And once you meet her,
Maybe you'll stay forever young..."


My grandmother.. I still love her and while she still possess a soul piece of me.. I know she wil return it when she is reborn into my children. That is how I think she is going to return that piece of me. Does that sound funny?

My grandmother was the most important person in my life when I was younger... and I loved her so much.. I would of done anything for her, anything short of selling my soul to her. Sometimes I get this cling in my chest when I think of how much I miss her, how I miss talking to her.. She was so beautiful in spirit, I swear that her soul must of been rainbow colored. She had so much love for everyone, always gave unselfishly.

That song above always reminds me of her, especially the lines "And you think you hear her voice ringing from above" Because I can hear her in everything.. the birds chirping, the patter of bunnies on soft dewy grass. I hear her in the whisper of the wind against my hair..

In a week it will be the two year anniversary of when she departed this earth and I know I am going to be teary. It was easier last year because Alexi was with me, and he was at my side comforting me and wiping my tears of sadness away. But this year, I have to bear it on my own.

Oh grandmother.. I love you.
  • Current Music
    Nobuo Uematsu - Once You Meet Her
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Nia, your theme song is Walking On Sunshine!

Your upbeat approach to life makes "Walking on Sunshine" the perfect anthem for you. We can see you dancing down the vegetable isle with your grocery cart, smiling at all the checkout clerks.