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"Cause I'll be lighting fires for you.."

~I'm there in the Light when you need me~

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Lightning☆Time was all we had but

It's finally happened.

Myself and shufish are no longer a couple.  She told me yesterday that she'd fallen out of love with me.

I know I will survive.. it's just.. eh.   I alternate between feelings of pain and relief.. pain because we've been through so much, and relief because my mind knew it was coming even if my heart denied it.

We used to play Yuri and Flynn as a broken up couple.. and suddenly, there we are..  Yuri and Flynn.

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I'm going to be the different one here and say what my ex-girlfriend said after her and I broke up: Now we're free to move on to something that will be more fulfilling. I hated her for saying it, at the time, but I realized after a while that it was true. Every end is a beginning, and every beginning an end. You'll make it through; you are strong ♥

You know, this has been very very helpful. It is hard to see that, but it's the right answer. I just think of seven years that we've shared and it just really really makes me sad at this point. But I'm lucky, I have friends that are awesome.

The seven years you've shared are something to treasure. The good moments, the bad moments, all of it--your life is richer for experiencing her and your relationship with her. It's just really hard to think about that, I think, without thinking about it in terms of loss.

One thing I really miss about my ex-gf is the creative synergy that the two of us had. When we broke up, we promised that we would keep in touch, but it's been a year now and... mmm, no contact. So I understand exactly where you're coming from, mourning that loss, though I can't imagine the pain you are going through since it's your own pain and not mine.

Either way, I do believe that you are a strong person, and sooner or later you will be able to think about those good times and smile without faltering :)

Yeah, it's hard to think about that just now. About the good times without thinking of the loss.. it's just how the human mind works.. we focus on the stuff that hurts the worst,, but I thank the gods I'm much more mature then I was last breakup. My breakdown wasn't like the last one and I had seven years to grow-up a little.

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