There's been bumps in the river.
Tea House Chapter 4 started out good. There was Gilder, there was Linneaus and then suddenly. "WRY WHAT HAPPENED?" and I was very sad.
My heart is still has a little bit of sadness and heaviness but I'm hoping that if I prick the heart a bit, it'll be okay and all the sadness will drip out. I just have to say to myself "Sacrifices are made and I have to make them", but likewise I also feel as if all the responsibility has been put to me and I'm not strong enough to carry it all.
I should just concentrate on gay buttsecks. Yeah, that's right.