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Zoicite☆For all I carry are murdered


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Zoicite☆For all I carry are murdered
You know what is rather comforting? To know that I'm alot better off then I was five.. or six years ago? I think this because my mind was drawn to way back (mainly because myself and shuufish are working on an ooooold RP) and I was thinking about the bag of hate filled pus that I went out with before Shuu. Yeah hate-filled, with an extra hate-y center.

Granted, I wasn't perfect six years ago. Far from it. Am I perfect now? ABSOLUTELY NOT. But at least once I was freed from the dreadful maws of the Kurowocky (ahahaha, I just made that up myself) I felt a great deal better about myself. And I like myself pretty much right now. When I met Evil!Incarnate(tm), I was pretty much directionless and needed something to cling to. It was totally my fault for depending on her and for letting her manipulate my weakness. You know what they say about 'fool me once, shame on you.. fool me twice, shame on me'.

I've been mass throwing away various music that I have no need for. I've this lingering disenchantment with -most- japanese music. Perhaps it was because I just don't listen to it, or maybe I just want stuff I can sing along to. There are certain japanese music that it would take an act of god or the army of the armgeddeon for me to get rid of.

1.) "Beast of Blood" by Malice Mizer (I can't help it, this reminds me of my old cat, Shaoran.)
2.) "Boku no Ucchu ni Kimi ga Iru" by Koyasu Takehito (from Fushigi Yuugi) That was my first exposure to Japanese music and I love Koyasu's voice in it. Still gives me warm fuzzies.
3.) "Gekkabijin" by Inoue Kazuhiko for approximately the same reason as the above. mmmmmm Tomamasa.
4.) "Haruka, kimi no moto e" from Harukanaru Toki no Naka De the anime. (what? throw away the only japanese song I can sing along to?)
5.) "Never Let Go" by Kato Miriya. (I love this song.. attached to no series or voice actors but a pretty awesome song(
6.) "Que Sera Sera" by Anamu & Maki (This is probably in the top ten of my favorite Japanese songs.. thanks to uzukisaru)
7.) "Glamorous" by Buck-Tick.
8.) "Undine" by Makino Yui (Aria theme song. Reminds me of a sunrise and of hope.. I love this song)
9.) "Getsumei Fuuhei" by Mika Arikasa (theme song to The Twelve Kingdoms. ♥)
10.) Anything from the Final Fantasy Pray and the Final Fantasy Love Will Grow soundtracks. SHEER BRILLIANCE!

Okay, done with that little list. Now on to unzip the new Andy Bell (of Erasure fame) album that I got!


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Who wants to be perfect? Perfection is boring and often mistaken for beauty. Fact. *nods* Only exception? My icon and your tags. :D

I agree.. your icon is pretty damn perfect! ♥

Nobody's perfect. *hugs* I think that's what makes us all so unique and special! ♥

Anything from the Final Fantasy Pray and the Final Fantasy Love Will Grow soundtracks. SHEER BRILLIANCE!
~So true! I love those albums. :)

Feeling good about oneself and being happy is more important than being perfect :)

I was like that too when I was a friend of someone, she had me clinging to her only to ditch me in the most bitchy way and then say it was my fault because I had ~all sorts of problems~ and that I ~never knew her~. Bleh. Those people are no good.

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Having been there for the poison, the detoxification process, and your reemergence as your true, happy self, I'm so glad you're feeling good! ♥ You're too amazing to let anything get you down!

And Malice Mizer is one of those old addictions of mine that will just never go away...along with Koyasu and Kazuhiko, both of whom you got me into, so I fully blame you for my unrequited love for them!

::hugs:: I feel you, though I never got that much into j-pop back then for me to be burned on it now.

If you'd like, though, if you're in the mood for something strong and energetic, I highly rec Shinee. http://youtu.be/Dww9UjJ4Dt8 They sound like Justin Timberlake, only a little more aggro. http://youtu.be/roughtzsCDI This second link is less aggro, but has better synths on it. MUST GIVE NIA REPLACEMENT MUSIC TO BLAZE A NEW FUTURE. ::Margulis face::

Also, fuck Kuro with a rusty razor. I know you're a better person for getting away from her and your anger, but I guess being a little more distant from her and being manipulated by her still has a fuck you factor on it for me. I hardly ever think about her, honestly because she's not even worth the thought, but when it does come up, well, at the risk of incurring more bad karma, I hope she gets what she deserves. That's all I'm saying.

You know I love some good synth work. (I've been on a big synth kick lately) I'll check it out of course because I'm always a whore for new music!) Jpop and Jrock really did disenchant me. >.>

She manipulated everyone, just sayin'. What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger, and that was enough strength pill for alot. And I think that karma will reach the aim. You are shitty to people, they will be shitty right back. It's the way the world works. And I only thought about her because I was cleaning out some really bad jrock that she was a fan of. Already cleaned out the music she sent me, the really bad hairband metal. But it's like the final purge.

I'm so glad we can commisserate.

::hugs:: Word. I miss seeing you around. D: Then again, I'm not on LJ too much anymore. ^^

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