The doctor called up on saturday morning and said that Lala had the lowest blood count of any cat they had ever come in. Seriously she has 20 percent of her required blood going through her. So she's pretty much on a strict regime of medications where we try to boost her counts up. And once payday comes back, I'm taking her back to the vet for a follow up. She's been doing really well but that does not stop the worry.
The doctor mentioned something about some sort of bone marrow cancer that she may or may not have, and if that's the case then I don't see how I can even afford something like that for Lala which honestly makes me feel like a real fucking failure, I guess I shouldn't think of that bridge until it is confirmed and I get to it. All I can do is what I can and try not to worry about anything else.