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: 30 days of music meme - day 16 :
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Day 15 - A song that you used to love but now hate.

FFX-2 - A Thousand Words

Oh god, I'm gonna get cut down for this. (I maintain that this is personal preference though) I used to really love this song, yeah.. when I went out with kurohyou but that single person was pretty much the catalyst for me getting a sick to my stomach feeling whenever I hear this song or even see this particular installment of the franchise. And look at pictures of Baralai.. yeah, TEARS. The first and last time a muse of mine EVER DIED. You ever had a muse die on you? Not the most pleasant thing in the world, and it was a slow death agonizing and painful. but at any rate, I am embittered by how much of my time I wasted on this game and on that sorry excuse of a human being. And oh yes, did I also mention that Nooj makes me want to vomit out rage and hatred every which way? These feelings are very strong and every single bit of that rage is tied up in this one single song.

Couldn't even make it through the entire song before I shut the window that thing was playing in. Go me.

Day 01 - Your favorite song
Day 02 - Your least favorite song
Day 03 - A song that makes you happy
Day 04 - A song that makes you sad
Day 05 - A song that reminds you of someone
Day 06 - A song that reminds of you of somewhere
Day 07 - A song that reminds you of a certain event
Day 08 - A song that you know all the words to
Day 09 - A song that you can dance to
Day 10 - A song that makes you fall asleep
Day 11 - A song from your favorite band
Day 12 - A song from a band you hate
Day 13 - A song that is a guilty pleasure
Day 14 - A song that no one would expect you to love
Day 15 - A song that describes you
Day 16 - A song that you used to love but now hate
Day 17 - A song that you hear often on the radio
Day 18 - A song that you wish you heard on the radio
Day 19 - A song from your favorite album
Day 20 - A song that you listen to when you’re angry
Day 21 - A song that you listen to when you’re happy
Day 22 - A song that you listen to when you’re sad
Day 23 - A song that you want to play at your wedding
Day 24 - A song that you want to play at your funeral
Day 25 - A song that makes you laugh
Day 26 - A song that you can play on an instrument
Day 27 - A song that you wish you could play
Day 28 - A song that makes you feel guilty
Day 29 - A song from your childhood
Day 30 - Your favorite song at this time last year

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It's ok...I dragged myself through the whole game (and substituted my brother in when the plot was just...FAIL) as fast as I can, because my experience of this game was a trainwreck in (slow) motion.

I like the song but at the same time I don't, it's one of those songs I have to be in the mood to listen to.

I think you are perfectly justified in hating it, both song and game, and as such I've never really invested myself into playing it to really know.

Yeah, I mean there are certain parts of it that I can talk about, like how Yuna is an idiot.. and such. Because the main girl part involved pussy, and Kurohyou didn't dig the pussy, in fact she was really anti-woman in a nutshell which really makes me believe that she wasn't really a lesbian, she was yanking me on a string until she didn't want to RP anymore, found a way to twist my words to manipulate it so that she could pin the demise of the relationship on me, and then when the time was right, she just cut the strings.. what with the whole faking death thing, she proved pretty surely that she was the grand master manipulator.

You know, I'm thinking about posting the next one, a two for one day, just so that I can get that wretched song out of my head. (the next song is a fun one too)

I would do it to get it and the bad memories out of your head.

I can understand why you don't like it! I don't super dislike the song or anything, but I definitely have to be in the right mood to even attempt to listen to it. ♥

*hugs* Ugh. Don't even get me started on that evil bullshit from before. I still get pissed thinking about it. Kurohyou was a dick. LOL.

No social skills at all. NONE. (wow, have you been on my flist for five years.. ho my god, that's a long time!) You lasted pretty long, congratulations. (you lasted longer then other people at that time..) In fact I think you and electrumicity are the only other people I have on my flist from the squenix-era.

Oh and of course my girlfriend.. shuufish. Met on Squenix, five years and we are STILL together.

Edited at 2010-08-01 08:03 pm (UTC)

Wow, I checked her lj (In a sort of "Huh, I think I remember this person, let's refresh my memory") and yikes. /hugs? I've had some ex-girlfriends that exploded into drama but nothing like that. As a fellow lesbian (or writingsexual, when my heart's been broken too much) I extend more hugs. I'm glad you found someone who wasn't crazy, though ♥

I can't really comment on the song because I never played the game. I remember hearing some of the FFX-2 games and being :| towards em.

Yeah, Shuu is one of the sannest people I know, but still with a hint of crazy that makes her interesting. and you know.. FFX-2 was a good game, I enjoyed it when I played it, I can't lie that, but there was too much personal tied up in that game and the playing of it. Hell, I remember talking to her ON THE PHONE while playing the game. Way too personal. And yes, she was very crazy. But she honestly did it all on her own.

I just keep expecting her to pop out and go "AHAHA STALKER BLOGGING ABOUT ME IN YOUR JOURNAL! YOU ARE STILL OBSESSED WITH ME" because she, so totally the sort to do that.

Oh, it's understandable. Sometimes stuff just reminds of people too much. I was lucky in that despite nicknames and connections, I was able to keep the fandom love intact even if I had negativity with a person wrapped up in it several times, though sometimes it'd take years to do so. I can see why the game would cause such a DO NOT WANT reaction, though.



/reading above comments.

Actually, I think I was in that era as well. I know I friended you from a friending meme like, circa 04-05 so I vaguely remember a relationship and noting seeing it on that marry an LJ user com. We didn't share any direct fandoms at that point so we weren't close, but I sort of remember this coming down. It happened at the same time I was going through a duo of bad relationships right after another, so the details really stick out to me.

(Looking back...wow, I was so lame then. XD Stupid teenage angst, haha.)

You know, we RPed Xenogears too but she never really affected me with that,I think it is because really when it all comes down to it, I played and loved it by myself, without her involvement in it, it was a fandom that I brought to the table. I highly doubt that she feels the same way about FFX-2, she's probably RPing really bad buttsecks still (involving tentacles and rape) with whoever, and that's quite fine, because that RP did make me sick to my stomach on an (at the time) unconscious level.

And oh god, I read my entries from way back then and I continually ask myself what the hell I am on. In five years time I'm pretty sure I'll take a look at my entries from now and go "wait..what?" (or maybe not) And yeah you know I remember you from way back then but you are right, we weren't close. We became close when I started fangirling your UmeAki. Oh boy, your UmeAki, I still really get squee-y thinking about those fics.

hnnnghhhh all in all, that game was pretty much ruined for me and I used to fucking love it.

Ahahaha, I know right. I did enjoy playing it too. Funny how one single person can pretty much ruin it for you.

I never saw much past FFVII, unfortunately, and that only through the first disk. ::chuckles:: However, my sons say that the folks who put out FFX-2 tried to turn Yuna into a kind of Lara Croft wannabe.

"Waste of time," said #2 son.

"Graphics are nice, Ma, but that's about it," said #3 son.

Until I get me a PS2 and the FF games up through at least 10, I'm not sure what else I can add. ::chuckles::

That's one of those songs I like, but I have to force where it came from out of my mind and the horrid cut-scene that went with it where Yuna healed the hearts of people with BULLSHIT.

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