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Zoicite☆For all I carry are murdered


"Cause I'll be lighting fires for you.."

~I'm there in the Light when you need me~

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Zoicite☆For all I carry are murdered
As much as that talk did good. I still realize that Todd doesn't understand me. But that's fine because honestly, Todd isn't the one who needs to understand me.. it's Jennie who does. I have alot of hopes for the future and of course quite a bit of nervousness but I guess I'll just take it as it comes. I guess it's just that I think I've forgotten how to do so much, so I think my rustiness is going to show in a lot of matters. I wish I could reveal what I'm thinking but really I don't want to.. I just hope that I won't honest to god embarass myself in the future. (That would be something, wouldn't it. ahahahahahahaha)

Yes, even the seemingly ever-confident Jyuu does have whispers of self-doubt sometimes.

The whole Todd comparing me to him though, WAS NOT APPRECIATED! (I am so different from me, as different as night and day.. honestly I never want Jennie to liken me to Todd in even a little way, and if she does.. I might as well go wash my face.. With. a. gun a'la Umineko)

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I don't believe there is anyone who doesn't doubt themselves. It's human thing.
I don't think comparison is necessary either. No two people are remotely the same. I hope you don't feel too put out by the situation.

You two really are like night and day, so there is no worry, I won't ever find cause for comparison except in my less then win moments, and really, I just won't. And don't worry about the rest, I think I'm probably just as nervous about that as you are. I love you! ♥

You know another thing I realized.. Todd just talks WAY TOO MUCH. It was the Todd show last night, I'm not angry, just on retrospect it's very amusing, several times he tried to make himself the core of it and I was like "um um um um.. Jennie is the wife, she is the core of the whole dynamic" because it's the true. You are, you will be the one holding us together.

I love you too ♥

Yeah, he talks way too much and always has, which is why his ring tone on my phone is "Tremble". I just make him stop if I have something to say. He usually listens.

Everyone doubts themselves from time to time, I think (gosh knows I do)...but you're an amazing person and you will do awesome things in the future, no matter what! *hugs and waves support banner* ♥

I think it's normal for every one to doubt themselves every once in a while - I know I do.

I really don't like when people compare you to others :/


Self-doubt is a strange critter who latches on and never lets go. Oh it'll fade to almost nothing and then it'll be there like a needy kitty in your lap, meowing and wanting you to pay attention to all the little things that make you feel lower'n dirt. So, yeah. ::hugs tight::

::snugs:: You are you, Nia, and there is no one else like you. Nor are you like anyone else. You are. ::huggles::

Awww.. I ♥ you, Bara-mun! *snugs* I really do! I hope that I may one day be as awesome as you are!

::chuckles:: You've already out-awesomed me, sweetie. ::snugs:: I'm simply happy enough to bask in your warmth. ::nods::

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