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Zoicite☆For all I carry are murdered


"Cause I'll be lighting fires for you.."

~I'm there in the Light when you need me~

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~I turned on the lights, the tv and the radio.. still I can't escape the ghost of you~
Zoicite☆For all I carry are murdered
First of all,

Happy Birthday to my Grandmother. Sure she may have been dead for the past seven years, but she has never ever left my heart and every March 9th, I wake up and know that I lost someone that was very precious to me. I have so many good memories of her and perhaps I'm even crying when I write this, and I don't get emotional too often. But yes, I do miss her and she was so very wonderful. Maybe I'll write some memories out and post them up, maybe not. It all depends.

On a second note. It's Thursday. For all those new people on my list, they'll be like, "Wait.. no it's friday." but I concur, Thursday is my euphemism for 'that time of the month'. And I woke up in so much glorious pain, so it wasn't just about waking up and missing my grandmother, it was about waking up in pain too.

This is my saddest icon, in fact it's my ONLY sad icon. That is because I rarely display emotions that are akin to sad. Frustrated, angry. But sad. Now that is very rare. But it's fitting because it is linked to my soul song, "Ordinary World" and today, it is an "Ordinary World" kind of day.

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We'll light her lantern when I get home, unless you want to light it earlier. And if there's anything you need tonight (food, tissue, chocolates, etc.) you can call me over at Robbie's and I'll get it for you.

Sweet Nia. *Hugs tightly* I'll probably be around on IMs later if you feel like talking. If not, then I hope you feel better, body in body and in mind/heart/spirit.

You told me some about your Grandmother, and I really am sorry. Even if saying sorry is kind of stupid sometimes.

Happy Birthday, Nia's Grandmother. May you forever rest in wonderful peace.

*hugs muchly*

We lose so much when a loved one travels the Path Ahead. It's a path we just can't walk on, follow. At least not yet. Happy Birthday to your grandmother, and comfortingly warm heating pads for your Moon Days pain.

Sorry about your grandmother.

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*hugs* I'm so sorry about your Grandma. I know it's really hard to loose someone you love, and how it can be a melancholic feeling when their birthday or other important dates of theirs come around, no matter how much time has passed since their death. But I'm glad that you have so many good memories of her, and I think it's nice you still celebrate her birthday.

I remember you telling me about your grandmother once... *hugs* I'm sorry you had to lose her.

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