And I no for certain that if I were not married to Alexi, I would be so in love with her. I mean I am not saying that I am not in love with her, however it is an in love that is so close that it goes deeper then romantic.. you know what I mean. And not that I would leave Alexi.. never ever, not in this lifetime. But when I am talking to her I see so much beauty, so much light and purity. I make a pretense at being an angel.. but I know she truly is and I while I do not aspire to such soft innocence.. I know that in my heart, I will look upon her and rejoice in her beautiful sweet soul.
She understands me even through my somewhat shadowed soul.. *le sighs*
And I can promies you, that anyone that abuses that light, that love that exists in her heart.. will have to answer to me. *cracks knuckles*